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sj_saranghae
13 December 2010 @ 12:44 pm
I swear I'm falling off fandom. I don't watch anything, don't check on any updates at all. If I get to know anything kpop related, it's through my friends' word of mouth. D:
It's not like I'm dying w/o fandom, but it feels as though a piece of me is missing.
I can't go for any concerts/kpop events before Os, after Os, I have no $$$ to go etc. ):
I'm..still relatively happy. But I fear falling off fandom completely will somehow hurt my social life. Because thats what everyone is talking about these days. And there is where I get to know many amazing friends.

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People should stop calling the Fujifilm Instax series polaroids. When I ask is it the real polaroid, you said yes. But your blog showed Fujifilm Instax. Theres a diff between polaroid and instant camera. For me, at least. :/

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Have been working at Seoul Garden E!Hub for the past one week. My wrist is going to break, and my legs..are adapting fine. But the first 3 days was hell for my poor legs since we don't get to sit at all. People there are great! They are all very nice! Except for that female supervisor which we all hate.
Got eyecandy too! One is the operation trainer from China, the other is a ..crew like me la. But Eliqah is taking him, so I keep my hands off haha. The china operation trainer is taken by my very nice section leader though. She takes care of me a lot, and she's super nice, so I'm keeping my hands off too. Hehh. Our female supervisor is a two face bitch. Sigh. Anyway, many of them thought I was from China, and a few thought I'm from korea. :/
Customers also like that. >.< they ask for smth in english, but cos I'm..partially hearing impaired, I say 'sorry?', and they change to mandarin, w/o increasing their volume. So I go on saying 'sorry?' for a few more seconds.
Ytd was..interesting lol. Apparently this table of customers thought i was Korean(i assume la), cos they looked at me weirdly when i first served them food. Then when I went to clear their tables..they started humming 'I'll be back', by 2PM..right? I told my friend that table humm very loud to themselves, they say no leh, when they go dun have. When they left, I was being polite and saying thank you while bowing. my habit I guess. My other friend told me when i cross the road, i not only raise my hand but I also bow to the car that stop for us to cross. Didnt realise until she told me. Yeah lor, they started sniggering/giggling/whispering. -_- wtf.

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My dad has a heart problem. And it's my fault. Because when he is angry, he becomes violent to my mum. I beg him not to. So now he hits himself in the chest Part of his heart muscle is now dead. His health is really bad now. Yet, he still get angry so easily and stuff. I don't know how to help. I'm scared. His feet swells up at night sometimes. I'm really scared. He's so weak at times.
I really didn't hear him talking to me. Me and my dad have communication break downs. ): I can't understand what he wants and vice versa.
He threw a bottle of mineral water at my back when I was using the computer. Then a moisturizer at my chin. hurts. Just because he didn't hear me reply him. And I was keeping quiet. Now he's comlaining about my mum. idk what to do, idk how to help, idk how to stop aggravating his condition because Idk what he is angry over and what i did to make him angry.
Hui Ju you unfilial bitch.
A bitch through and through
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Shall go eat lunch soon. then bathe/sleep then sleep/bathe and prepare to go for work, which is at 4.30, because I want to eat my dinner there. hehh.
 
 
Current Mood: depresseddepressed
 
 
sj_saranghae
07 August 2010 @ 11:34 pm
August 7, 2010
Best birthday celebration in donkey years.
Great friends is all it takes.
The presents they gave, were priceless.
It was so much better than buying me 100 (SJ/SHINee/any other kpop group i like)'s album/poster/merchandise.
it was even better than treating me food.
Nothing in this world could beat it.
The effort and time they spent planning, getting the materials and doing it can nvr be bought. Though I had a hard time carrying them ard especially the board because it was so paiseh! My unglam photo so blown up
I was so shocked and happy that I almost cried. Almost. Somehow my tear ducts?/glands? was quite...slack today. If not I would have probably bawled.
Those ass. They made me so worried when they fought damnit. it just took a 'click' to have the atmosphere and mood turn from joyous to tense. When I thought to myself maybe they were just playing a prank me like how SJ always does to Hyuk, i brushed it off telling myself it wouldnt happen in real life la. So I said to myself "I am being too positive. Too positive."
But I wasn't. & I'm glad. And my mum scolded me for being so NOT alert.

Thanks guys.
Thank you Eliqah, Nicole and Ho Jung!
My sister felt the pressure and asked me if she should do smth like that too. I LOL-ed so hard.

I was hugging my bag the whole time on the way home from tampines because the precious glass jar is in it. And I asked for a big plastic bag from the unfriendly POPULAR aunty because I want to protect the board.

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
I don't know how to access tumblr or play around with swf. So I'm waiting for Eli's pictures!

And everyone except Nicole, fail at Lucifer's lyrics.
 
 
Current Mood: gratefulgrateful
Current Music: Her whisper is the Lucifer~
 
 
sj_saranghae
01 November 2009 @ 10:10 pm
Oh cool.
My layout is fucked up.
Too lazy to change it.
not now anyway.
 
 
Current Mood: moodymoody
 
 
sj_saranghae
18 October 2009 @ 08:50 pm
SHINee Comeback on InkiCollapse )
 
 
Current Mood: cheerfulcheerful
 
 
sj_saranghae
16 October 2009 @ 11:26 pm
HOLY SHIT. THANK YOU SM GOD.Collapse )
 
 
Current Mood: excitedexcited
Current Music: Ring Ding Dong-SHINee
 
 
 
sj_saranghae
18 September 2009 @ 08:37 pm
My obsession for f(x) died.
Well, not really.
Just..settled down and stuff.
But only because damn school started.
I really have to work doubly, triply hard for my end of years, or else, I may not get promoted to Sec4.
Which will definitely suck much more than not being able to fangirl for lajsfhldjjfb years.
I don't want to repeat.
D:
So, bye LJ.
For now.
ON HIATUS till...maybe, late October.
I can. And I will.
Hui Ju Hwaiting!
ROARRRRRRRRRRRRR!
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OMG. HOW CAN I FORGET TO LIKE...
WISH AMBER HAPPY BIRTHDAY HERE?!
Okay.
Happy 17th Birthday Amber hubby unnie!
 
 
Current Mood: determineddetermined
 
 
sj_saranghae
08 September 2009 @ 10:29 am
OMGOSH.
Amber is so cute and girlish on Sukira, so unlike her on stage where she's powerful and hot and cool.
Luna is one amazing(I do realise I have very limited vocab...) singer.
Oh. And she's pretty! Hahaha.
Amber was so damn cute!
I can't help.
I'm seriously turning les, if not, bisexual.
She's all i want for X'mas!
Victoria was....adorable!
She and her leader aegyo.
Krystal still didnt grab my attention. Even though she was right beside my Amber.
I died happy ytd. Because someone nice streamed Sukira(illegally i think?) and many of us at Affxtion forum got to watch Sukira LIVEEEE!
<3





''All I want for Christmas is Amberrrr!''
 
 
Current Mood: calmcalm
 
 
 
sj_saranghae
F(x) debut on Music Core!Collapse )
 
 
Current Mood: chipperchipper
Current Music: La chA ta- f(x)
 
 
sj_saranghae
05 September 2009 @ 01:16 pm
I OFFICIALLY LIKE F(X)!
Omg. Amber!
So cool so cool so cool!
I love Amber!
And hey, f(x) is pretty cool.
They have 2 Chinese members. Yay!
And Amber is one of them which means i can understand her and she can understand me!
NO TOUCHY MY AMBER!
She makes my heart race. Oh wth.
Being a lesbian is so possible.
Especially when I'm  in a bloody girls sch.
But then again, i won't fall for people in sch.
I fall for people like Amber!
OMGOSH.
Dying alrd.
The rest of the members are pretty pretty!
Hehh.
Now I should go try recognize them from their MV.
Cos I can only recognize my Amber.
I think I can make out who Victoria is too...
Hmm.
 
 
Current Mood: hyperhyper
Current Music: Lachata-f(x)