Oh cool.
My layout is fucked up.
Too lazy to change it.
not now anyway.

My obsession for f(x) died.
Well, not really.
Just..settled down and stuff.
But only because damn school started.
I really have to work doubly, triply hard for my end of years, or else, I may not get promoted to Sec4.
Which will definitely suck much more than not being able to fangirl for lajsfhldjjfb years.
I don't want to repeat.
D:
So, bye LJ.
For now.
ON HIATUS till...maybe, late October.
I can. And I will.

OMGOSH.
Amber is so cute and girlish on Sukira, so unlike her on stage where she's powerful and hot and cool.
Luna is one amazing(I do realise I have very limited vocab...) singer.
Oh. And she's pretty! Hahaha.
Amber was so damn cute!
I can't help.
I'm seriously turning les, if not, bisexual.
She's all i want for X'mas!
Victoria was....adorable!
She and her leader aegyo.
Krystal still didnt grab my attention. Even though she was right beside my Amber.
I died happy ytd. Because someone nice streamed Sukira(illegally i think?) and many of us at Affxtion forum got to watch Sukira LIVEEEE!
<3





''All I want for Christmas is Amberrrr!''

I OFFICIALLY LIKE F(X)!
Omg. Amber!
So cool so cool so cool!
I love Amber!
And hey, f(x) is pretty cool.
They have 2 Chinese members. Yay!
And Amber is one of them which means i can understand her and she can understand me!
NO TOUCHY MY AMBER!
She makes my heart race. Oh wth.
Being a lesbian is so possible.
Especially when I'm  in a bloody girls sch.
But then again, i won't fall for people in sch.
I fall for people like Amber!
OMGOSH.
Dying alrd.
The rest of the members are pretty pretty!
Hehh.
Now I should go try recognize them from their MV.
Cos I can only recognize my Amber.
I think I can make out who Victoria is too...
Hmm.

My layout is screwed. But nvm. AT least I made an improvement of some sort! :D
I skipped school today cos I'm really late.
I'm supposed to reach sch at 7.30 but I woke up at 7.10.
It takes me at least 45 mins to reach.
Hahaha. It feels good to stay at home while others are in sch/working.
I feel..peaceful.
Not like..usual school days, where I feel so rushed and dun know what the hell I'm doing.
FT Island is getting into me. No, they are alrd in me.
WHY. I feel vr vr vr unfaithful. >.<

Ottokhae,
I think I'm turning pedophilic(or however you spell that damn word).
I went to my korean friend's BBQ ytd.
Ooh, the food was fantabulous!
You know, the sliced pork wrapped with lettuce?
Omg, its heavenly!

And and, when I reach there...
My eyes set on a topless little guy of age 12/13.
Omgosh. He's the hottest korean I've seen, erm, live, right in front of me.
And bloody hell. He swam, so, he was wet!
Omgosh.
He's oh so handsome!
zthen he kept playing with two other little girls, i was so upset that I couldn't eat in peace.
Well, until the lettuce and bbq-ed sliced pork came...
I asked HoJung who the other two girls were, and she said they are his cousins..
Hmm. Cousin and cousin cnt get married...right?
Hehh.
I was over the moon like a mad cow.
And I went freakin high.
Kekeke.
She said she will intro us when..we go..erm, Junior College?
Haha, I told her I must go for liposuction before I meet him.
Hahahaha.
Had a really fun time there.
And I almost got killed by the swing. They went freakin high. I almost vomited out the food i just ate.
Ohoh, there was a little korean baby too.
Damn cute!
But I didnt get his picture..
Not even my Seok Hwan's!
Nvm, I shall try to go to Ho Jung's house more often than I shld and and..get close to them..
And be their friend!
OMGOSH!
SEOK HWAN AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Saranghae!
---
Damnit.
Common Test 3.
Mid Years are just over.
Want to kill us izzit.
tch.

IHU HODS.

Why is it that every time i return here, the only thing I can say is 'Sorry'?
A sense of guilt engulfs me every time I come back.
Aigoo.
---
Ft Island is coming back with a new album, Cross and Change.
Haven layed my hand on Sorry Sorry Vers C(ordered it alrd though).
Still deciding if I should buy SHINee 2nd Mini Album Romeo.
If FT island really comes back to SG at the end of the year, how much would the front row tix cost?
Money woes.
---
Classmates still going googoo gaga over Lee Minho, Kim HyunJoong, and KimBum.
Why doesnt anyone go for Kim Joon?! D:
I have reactions for Kim HyunJoong, KimBum, and Kim Joon.
But I have nothing for Lee MinHo!
Wae geure?!
Aish>.<
---
Everyone is switching over to LJ.
Kinda glad that I'm actually one of the first to use LJ among my friends.
Thanks to polaroidsho_ts !
But heck no way am I letting them know about my this LJ acct.
Because this is only for fangirlings, and feelings I doon't wanna let others know.
Just because I trust online friends more than real life ones sometimes.
---
I'm Genie for your Dream~
You're Genie for my World! <3
ILU, forever, and always, F-List.
Please forgive me for the severe lack of updates and fangirlings.
neomu mianhae.

Have I said...?
That..
I'm back on stupid hiatus?
Ever since the 2nd week of my holidays went wrong, I just became cranky.
I..just give up at every little setback.
its so frustrating that everything you plan, doesn't end up right.
Gurgh.
And Sorry Sorry Vers C, I'm too late.
Theres no more poster now...
Its..OOS. D:
But whatever, i'll still buy it.
And buy some other things to make up for it.(though its more exp)
Aish >.<
Now, $$$ is the most impt thing ever.
Can oney please grow on trees like how they do in GaiaOnline too?
:(

Oops.
Almost forgot about this.

Anyway..
Just really shocked at MJ's death.
May he rest in peace.
Though I dun really know much about him, but I think he's a legend.
Pop Icon.
Everyone knows him. And loves him.
Nobody really bothered that he went for plastic surgery that failed.
I emeber in Primary 5(i think), my teacher gave us a songsheet, and played a video, its a song by MJ.
About peace and stuff.
I dun know the title, but when i heard it, i rmbed i kept crying.
I will always remember that song.
R.I.P Michael Jackson.

---
On one hand, i hope they are lying.
Cos it will mean kibum is fine and healthy, not in pain or anything.
On the other, i hope they are not.
Cos i'll be kinda disappointed?
Idk.
Kibummie get well soon.

alkjsdfljglljkfhsdljkfh;kdsfs;jdkfhsd;jhfgka;ljkgh
FT ISLAND IS IN SINGAPOREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
I went to the airport to fetch them ytd!
But..
my fancam can't see a single shit though.
I'm googling "How to take good fancams".
Haha.
But... anyways, the experience was really good.
They arrived at about..10.09pm Singapore time. :D
AHHHHHH.
*dies again*

Is it a good thing that I'm falling head over heels for FT Island?
I wonder how I'll be like if I got to them earlier.
If the June holidays came earlier.

Aish >.<
Why was "get to know FT Island" on my to-do list since Dec holiday?!
One more band to support, more $$$ flying outta my pocket.

*Why isn't there a to-do list when it comes to school and studies?
:X

I MISS YOU!!!
Yes YOU!
I'm having a break from stupid hiatus!!!
for 1 whole month!
Cos its the holidays!
Lalala~
And,
I can't express how happy I am now.
Usually, when i home from school,
when I watch videos,
when I fangirl,
I just seem to have lost all that energy I used to have during the Dec holidays.
I am unable jump up and down banging my table, my bed behind me, smashing the moniter, attempting to tear my blanket.
I dun like it.
I want to be able to go really high.
I dun even have the energy to laugh at funny videos.
But I still laugh.
Cos I know its funny, and i'm suppose to laugh.
I'm so tired.

BUT NOW, YAY! I'm gg to go on a fanfic reading spree, video spree whatever spree.
Please pray that my dad and sis dun hog my computer, for MapleStory.
And for some reason, my computer hates Maple. Cos it always have some error after they play maple and we have to restart my comp.
Dangit.
See?
MapleStory sucks.
I dun care its Episode 1 or 2 or Anniversary.
I WANT THE COMPUTER ALL TO MYSELF!
i dun care!
Oh gosh, i need to save alot of icons too!
Someone save me from the amount of fandom I have to do!
But, hehh, I'm more than willing.
BUT.
I'm a lazy pig.

Anyways, im gonna sleep sleep sleep today.
Thats what the last day of school is for. Right? XD
Tmr, I'm gonna devour the entire world wide web.
ILU WWW!
Oh f-list, you do know the "YOU" up there refers to you right?
Its You darlings! <3

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY

• Eunhyukkie <3
• Kendra aka fading_sun_sock 
• Amila aka 24smurfs4u 

Kendra, Amila, you two have been so so so nice ever since I joined LJ. You 2 were one of those people I joined LJ for. :D
And I haven been very nice. D:
Sorry Sorry, for being such a useless and...sucky friend. ):
Forgive me?
Happy Belated Birthday Dears. ♥X Infinity
Idk what to say. :/
SarangHAE <3
*muackksss*

Oh Hyuk. I think of you day and night. I imagine you beside me anywhere, anytime(its a fangirl's fantasy. DUN LAUGH! :/).
Come to me. :/
GAHHHHHHH.
IDK what to say again. I have so much to say but so little to say. Urgh. I dun understand what i'm writing about. but yeah. I have so many things inside my heart, but idk how to. D:

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

*someone teach me how to make your words blingy and glittery? D:
oh yes i know, i suck like this. :{